bummer

I know weight loss is a process; a life-style change; it took a long time to get there, it'll take a long time to come off, blah blah blah, and for about a month or so, maybe even 2, I wasn't exactly flawlessly diligent. It's just a bummer to feel like I've already made the "life style change," I'm eating and exercising like a skinny person; but when I look in the mirror or feel my body, I'm still not that skinny person.

/bitching