IRONY LOL

You know, I used to think not going to college would somehow imprison me in a bad life, but it seems like "getting an education" has just cemented me into exactly the kind of life I don't want -- working some shitty desk job, isolated in a cubicle, doing the same thing over and over, because I have to. Because I am in huge fucking debt.

I guess I could be wrong. Maybe I'll end up with some sweet job that challenges me and that I really enjoy. I'm just not counting on being that lucky.

bummer

I know weight loss is a process; a life-style change; it took a long time to get there, it'll take a long time to come off, blah blah blah, and for about a month or so, maybe even 2, I wasn't exactly flawlessly diligent. It's just a bummer to feel like I've already made the "life style change," I'm eating and exercising like a skinny person; but when I look in the mirror or feel my body, I'm still not that skinny person.

/bitching